I'm a pussy. I just got back from hanging out / going on a date with a cute girl, who was clearly interested in me. Told me I was very attractive a few days after we first met. She invites me to study tonight with her at my uni library. I am calm and everything is going well. I tell her we should leave after around 30 min, she says sure, and I walk her home. She says this is her stop and I stand around awkwardly with some terribly anxiety, until we hug, she says goodnight and leaves??? I'm such a pussy I wanted to kiss her and more, and told myself that I would before I went out, but I didn't and the worst part is I don't know why I felt so scared. The regret afterwards, mostly at myself and her now knowing that I'm a giant pussy, fucking sucked. It's not my first kiss and I still was a giant pussy. I don't know if it's because I'm scared of rejection even when the chances of rejection are so small. This isn't the first time – in the past, I chalked it up to inexperience, but a lot has changed in the past year (had FWB, hookups) after committing to TRP, but something as simple and basic as this I still cannot do. I hate it. Please help.