A little background info first. I met her about a year and a half ago through my social circle. I had not been in an LTR for a while and was not looking for one so she became a plate. At the time i had a lot of abundance so a lot of things would not bother me and i would never get jealous. I'm sure you are probably guessing where this is going. Forward to now and she stays at my house 5 days a week and 2 days at her house with her sister (which is her residing address) and we are exclusive. I still keep busy though... I do mma, toastmasters, lift and take dance lessons by myself on the weekend.

If im honest i've lost frame a few times over the past 4 months and is mostly due because my family adores her and I put up with shit that I wouldn't had put up with when we started dating. Yesterday she went to a work event and came back hammered. When she got in the car she seemed slutty and said "omg the people i hung out with are important and you aren't" i really disliked this. It was out of nowhere and uncalled for. I stopped talking to her. This morning she wakes up and says to me is something wrong which i reply "you've really annoyed me these past couple of months" and left it at that. After work we were supposed to go camping, however since im pissed i tell her im not going and I leave. I come back home later and all her stuff is gone and i get a long ass text about how our relationship is not working and she never feels loved and yadi yada. Now I'm not replying to that shit cuz i know better than that, but i know for a fact that she is gonna show up here next week begging for forgiveness. This is where im torn. Right now i feel like i dont give a fuck but when she shows up here crying i dont know how I'll hold. What do you guys suggest? Its crazy how blue I've become even after prscticing and reading all thia for 3 years!