Was just going over some of the financials of this whole thing, had an emotional moment. Not because of the money, but because of the senselessness of it all. It's money that was set aside for our son's medical expenses. Handicap van, stair lifts, etc.. now I had to cash a chunk of it out to pay an attorney ro retain my parental rights at 50 50 custody. This just won't end. My STBXW caught me and said, 'there's nothing to be upset about, why are you so emotional all the time.' I told her what I cashed out and she flew through the roof. 'You can't spend that money, it's your fault I have to take you to court, I don't care how much you've spent, you're spending our child's medical fund because you're unreasonable.' I barely hear it anymore.. it's so far outside of the earth everyone else lives in.