I’m sick to my stomach over this. I wake up at night with this feeling that I have to divorce my husband (gay couple) and if I don’t, I’m going to continue suffering severe anxiety. I’ve been grieving the loss of the relationship for months but I just can’t pull the plug. I’m stuck in this dichotomy where I subconsciously don’t want to be in the relationship, but consciously there are so many good reasons to stay. I know it sounds crazy. I just feel like something bigger than me is driving the separation and I can’t stop it.