Here's a thing I have read shit load of things on women and I really really want to get out there. That basically all I think. But when I see some girl walking, I feel anxiety and tell myself I will approach somebody else. In that moment I'm unable to smile and my consciousness in on peak. And of course no women on that day again will cross my road. After this I feel so much regret and anxiety it's crushing. I will tell this to my friend and he will make me feel extremely judged. Like why are so desperate. It's not like I'm desperate but I made promise to myself that I will approach and didn't and that hurts a lot. Lot more than actual rejection. Have you felt similar thing? How did you get over this?