I did what I had to do. I dumped her when I discovered her cheating. It’s the ONLY solution. It’s not what I wanted to do, fellas. It’s what I HAD to do. It’s been a few months now. I don’t regret the decision. No man on earth should stay with a cheater. Forget that.

But at least for a few months I had the stimulation of shock and heartbreak. If you’ve been cheated or blindsided with heartbreak, you’ll know what I’m talking about. It keeps you awake, energized.

I thank God for that trauma, because it gave me the energy to get through the heartbreak and to be mean enough to not let her Pout her way back in to my forgiveness.

However now, the stimulant that is heartbreak has turned off a bit. Acceptance stage is just…….sad.

Not mad, not confused, or shocked. Just sad.

We had no kids. I owe almost NOTHING in the divorce.

I know I should be beyond grateful for my situation. I’m about to be single, tons of money, freedom to move anywhere in the world.

But I’m still just so sad.

I gave my soul to her.

And she betrayed me.