Hello, i am 25 and I have not had my first kiss and I am a virgin, and I have never had a girlfriend.

Now, the main reason I am insecure is because of what I have read. I have read that some women will look past virginity, so I am not that scared of that. HOWEVER, most of these same women who are open to virgins, will immediately bail if the first kiss is bad. Since I have never kissed before, most likely it will be terrible.

If I already never gotten the opportunity to kiss, I am not likely to get better because the way to get better is by doing it more and more and if I don't get regular opportunities to do so like most other men, I will forever be stuck. I have to meet a bunch of women just to meet a few that will be willing to date, a few dates just to be able to kiss, a few more dates just to have sex, and if I never dated at 25 it seems like that number of women that I have to meet is unfathomable since It has never happened in 25 years

I try not to be insecure about this stuff but sometimes it really upsets me despite me feeling like I am doing everything right on my end.