Man… 6 weeks out exactly. Doing pretty good overall with everything and working out very single day. Today I walked/jogged 9 miles at a local park. Went to church and was feeling alright. Then found out thru a mutual friend she’s posting photos of her and the guy today with my Pets. I’m doing no contact but she knows how important and how much I loved our dog and cat and doesn’t even send me the courtesy of a picture of fucking something. Made me so angry. 18 years with a person and didn’t even know her. Anyways praying for yall if you wanna say one for me. I feel more guilty now that it’s mostly passed about spoiling such an important day, if even for a moment with those feelings. Little by little I know. I did some pushups to get the evil out lol I know so many have it so so so much worse but just had to vent here. Godspeed fellas and merry Christmas.