I’ve worked out everyday since & sometimes 2 a days. I know it’s from exhaustion physically and mentally coupled with poor sleep but yeah after 18 years and being my only adult relationship, no dog no nothing, I’m def having some intrusive and useless thoughts like if she is regretting it, fucked another dude yet and all that bullshit. I was going to ask for pic of our dog and cat but I don’t even want to talk to her about a damn thing besides the divorce. Luckily that’ll be (god willing) simple. Just standard divorce, she said she was going to refuse spousal support so I’m hoping that doesn’t change. I told her to get a part time job so she went from a legal office to waitressing 😂 talk about shooting myself in the damn foot. Anyways I’ll get that filed next week but yeah just wanted to rant I guess. God bless yall