And I used to think she was a good person. I used to be a good person. Now all I know is that everything and everyone is bullshit and lies. Even me. They got me too.

The system just entices, ruins and corrupts everything it can get it's hooks into and then you're fucked.

The only way to avoid all this is to isolate, never fall for anyone, close yourself off to everyone but family and friends and even that might not work.

I'm just so old so fucking tired of all this bullshit and it's power over me. I want out of this shit.

I want off this fuckin rock. It's too much, man. Too much to deal with everyday. Can't do this shit no more.