My SO has readily taken to sucking me off with out too much prompting, she's getting better at it. The problem for me is that she won't take my cum in her mouth, and whenever she brings up that she doesn't like it I get angry and resentful.
Last night it came up that her friends all take their mens cum in their mouths when giving a BJ and that my girl doesn't like to (she was giving me an example of how she is different sexually than her girlfriends). Perhapes she felt weird being the odd one out in her friends group and thus used this example. Either way, her verbalizing it reminded me of how when I was first starting to see her (in my BP days), I came in her mouth without warning (knowing that she didn't like it), and after finishing me off like a champ she even said "I guess I'm going to have to get used to that now". My mistake was apologizing profusely afterwards, Vomit and now I think I've fucked myself over. I didn't say anything in response to her comment and moved on with my day. Normally I would say something along the lines off "...aaaaaaand my desire to eat you out just dried right up!", funny, but clearly showing butt hurt.
How do I deal with this? I can't remember ever having a GF that didn't take my load in her mouth, and now I feel like I've got a model that I drove into a telephone pole while drunk and am now trying to get it back to factory specs, but am unsure that's even possible with the tools I have. Should I just worry less bout it and enjoy the fact that I can get a BJ (for the most part) whenever I want?