I am a 23M finishing up my bachelors degree at home (attended big university but finishing up last classes at home with covid and everything going on). I have part time work remote that has seen hours and work reduce drastically because of covid, and what was originally a cool work opportunity has turned into barely anything. Im going to have a major Economics and I have slowly been looking at employment opportunities online and applied for things but haven’t gotten responses back alot of the times or there’s just limited things out there to begin with because of job market uncertainty with covid and shit going forward.

I have friends who have their sweet full-time gigs and stuff, and I somewhat feel like I’m not on my purpose or not being productive at this point in my life. Am i being too hard on myself for not having a full-time job lined up after I’m done finishing school, or am I not on my purpose? Ive gotten into red pill content over the summer and it often times makes you feel like if you don’t have a well paying job at this moment in time and are living at your parents house (like i am now while im finishing school and looking for employment starting in 2021), that im not worthy of even talking to chicks. I’m social, have lots of opportunities to talk and meet with girls but for some reason feel for first time in my life like im not worthy enough or some shit to? I’m confident in myself, 6’4 athletic, lift everyday, but I just can’t tell if i’m doing it right at this moment in my life even though im not bringing in any income. I hope you kind of get the jyst of what I’m getting at and am wondering if anyone else is also in the same predicament.