I'll keep it short. It's that part of my ltr's cycle where the shit tests get real. It was shit test after shit test this am but the last two of the morning were epic. Ltr runs to bedroom crying and I go about what I was doing stoic as fuck. 10 minutes later she comes back grabs her keys and leaves upset(still crying). I'm like uh ok bye. 20 minutes later she comes back for more shit testing( apparently I should have come to her and apologized and never let her leave and then I should have chased her out the door). Passed that shit test still stoic as fuck. She immediately switches to a few comfort tests. Which I pass.

Literally in a span of 30 minutes after she came back she went from crying while shit and comfort testing me to acting completely normal like nothing ever happened. And now she's all I love you touchy and clingy acting.

The female mind is a crazy thing. And it's hard as fuck to walk the perfect line between Beta and Alpha. Don't get me wrong I want this girl in my life but fuck is it just easier to spin plates and keep it casual.