If you do a Google image search for any of the transgender subreddits, you'll notice that a lot of the users are these mysterious artsy nerdy chicks. If you read their posts they say the same kinds of things. They talk about wanting to be some kind of nerdy girl and they've made Linux into some kind of weird circlejerk.

Western culture has been getting super feminized with focusing on feelings and telling boys that it's ok not to be macho, plus they actively shame "toxic masculinity." This is turning boys into total pussies who will "default to female."

All males have a deeply connected female complex called the anima, and females have a male complex. There are times where the anima can momentarily take possession. Some males suffer from chronic possession where they frequently get taken over or spend most of their time possessed. The symptoms match up with beta behavior. A particularly advanced form of possession is identification where the anima functions as the personality and controls the persona. She also takes over the ego and begins suppressing masculinity and seeking out femininity. This is something that I've had. When the male identifies as his anima, he takes on his projection as his own identity and experiences the world as her. However he views her, how he relates to women, is how he imagines himself. This happens through a process of feminization where boys are not encouraged to be boys, as happened in the SPED system. This is why so many Autistic boys are very effeminate. Therefore, feelings that can be interpreted as always being female can be present at an early age.

The anima identified boy experiences triggers when he sees girls that match his anima projection. Since he has deeply internalized that these girls cannot be dated because he identifies as one or has an inferiority complex, his sexual desire for her is repressed and he thinks only about wanting to be her. He experiences vivid daydreaming about being his anima and what it would be like to live in her body.

Eventually he discovers transgender people. He is so far down the rabbit hole that he feels more excited about living as a woman then as a man. There may be a denial phase if he still knows that he's really a man, but years of anima identification produce the symptoms of believing he is really a woman in a man's body.

Many of the symptoms are "imagining myself (oneself) doing mundane tasks as a woman." This is just a wild fantasy brought about by the anima to position herself in his world.