So, I will be moving out from the flat I still share with my ex in January. We broke up in September and I thought I could hold it until March (end of lease) but I can’t. Just can’t.

It was horrible. I am happy to be outside this relationship and don’t love him anymore. I followed FDS for situations like this and tried no contact as much as I could.

Today I wome up to a letter at my door. A card containing a love letter and two heartbreak poems that he wrote druring our relationship.

I was stunted. This is the same man that degraded me. I feel nothing reading it but sadness for him. He wrote that I was his best friend.

I find it ridiculous.

A part of me wants to be gracious. I don’t wish him harm but I also don’t want to engage in conversation. He will also be taking care of my kitten for the time I am gone (2 weeks while I go home. I leave tomorrow).