A short story

So. Without revealing much Ive always had prophetic dreams and psychic moments. I dated a guy I met at a marina, we were friends for about a year and even though he was a cool guy, his yacht was even cooler. When we hung out he never tried to put the moves on me, and if there were other girls around he made sure to stay by my side and it made me feel as if he were claiming me. One summer evening we and a group of friends took the boat out to tge middle of the ocean, where surprisingly was the meetup spot for other boats and jetskis. We all tied the boats together and had a massive party in the middle of the water.

It

Was

Crazy.

I had so much fun I literally fucked him in the bedroom while everyone was partying above us. We used a condom for round one, but round two we did not. That was stupid. We werent in a relationship. He never took me on a formal date. We had only went to bars in the winter. Anyway we continued having casual sex for the summer and he made it very clear to me that he cannot be tied down into monogamy, because he was in jail for a while and needs to be free to do what he wants. I was ok with that, as long as I got what I wanted from him (time and energy, sometimes he paid my bills) until we faded out and stopped seeing each other. I felt like I was being breadcrumbed so I told him I wanted to get my stuff back, he strung me along without ever meeting with me to retrieve my things. One night I had a dream about him, he introduced me to his male friend, and said "this is who I used to fuck in jail" Then he became very ill, lost weight and all of the people around him disappeared. I cant tell you how fast I went and got tested. My whole life flashed before my eyes when I woke up. We had fell out of contact for months and he called me recently. I cursed him out for ghosting me, and that was that. We spoke again a few weeks ago and his voice was significantly different. He said he had been sick recently and it was probably because he lost his voice partying in Miami. I could be wrong, but I have a lurking feeling that he caught h i v. I don't even want to capitalize it to make it real. One of the scariest moments of my life. I will never have raw sex again until im married