I think I miss that period of my life and How i was at that time just as much as I miss her.

It's been a very very long time yet she still crosses my mind and I would lie If i I said i don't miss her.

Ever since her i've never really felt that spark or that real attraction with the other girls I've been with.

Maybe it was her personality? or her looks? or a combination of both? or the way she spoke? I don't know.

I feel like such a pussy knowing i don't even cross her mind whilst she lives rent free in mine.