If you read my previous posts you will see that I have been dealing with a lot and many people probably would have called it quits for less. I wanted to try counseling first but now I’m not so sure.

A few weeks ago, after she returned from a trip, she began acting strangely. She was overly sexual and wanted to do somethings we have never tried. She also had bruises on her legs that she couldn’t explain.

I began to feel like she was hiding something from me.

At one point she wanted me to take a photo of an outfit she had picked out for her new job so that she could send it to her sister. (She does this all the time). When she gave me her phone I quickly glanced at the past few photos. I saw some photos of her posing inappropriately with a couple random guys.

I kept my knowledge of these photos secret to see if anything else came up.

A few days later she scheduled an appointment with a couples therapist.

This is strange because I have been asking for months for us to try therapy and she has said time and time again that we didn’t need it.

A few days ago I confronted her about the photos and a few other things I have noticed. She denied any wrongdoing but she did say she liked the attention.

My gut still tells me that she is hiding something.

In a few days we have our counseling appointment and now that all this has come out, I don’t know if I even want counseling any more. I’m at a loss.

Thanks for letting me vent a little.