I've been divorced 3 years I've been in therapy every week for twice a week for 2 years now, my mentality my depression my self hatred and my hatred for her have not subsided in these 3 years, no granted my situation is a little different than some, my ex waited 4 months and while I was in the hospital having an amputation performed she had started a relationship with somebody in another state and left to be with that person. I I don't know how to heal from this therapy doesn't seem to work I hate myself just as much as I ever have I no longer feel like a person I no longer feel like I'm worthy of love or anyone's time for that matter. I constantly feel less than, and I know people's advice are going to be get to therapy get on meds talk to people get out there hit the gym I've done all of that and I am left a broken crumbled piece of s*** of an existence. I honestly feel like there's no getting over this heartbreak there's no getting over this hurt and I'm tired of being miserable every single day but at the end of the day nothing gets better. Any of you guys that can relate to this are there any of you that have struggled to the point you can't get up out of bed everyday and look yourself in the mirror, if anyone can relate to this please reach out to me and if you gotten on the other side of something like this please throw me a f****** rope so I can drag myself out I've been trying and I can't