Narcissist in particular covert ones, I am revisiting this again because after reading over a post and someone mentioned Magee, and I watched a video of his.

Now I’m questioning myself again and whether I am one or not. Gonna go through a list here so bear with me.

  1. I don’t feel responsible, at least not entirely. She did this.
  2. I do sometimes whine about my back issues and ptsd issues out of the military but I don’t think I am doing it to control.
  3. I do not like criticism
  4. I do feel like my world ended and she ruined my life.
  5. My version of reality is not the same as her’s, one of us is very wrong. And it does hurt me that she doesn’t see it my way.
  6. I did say I wanted to kill myself, I honestly don’t know if I really would have.
  7. She is causing me pain and I have tried to get her to see it.
  8. I do question what she thinks of me and don’t understand it or can believe she feels that way and have begged her to see that this person she is saying I am just isn’t the case.
  9. I have said, more or less, “after I have given you everything, you do this?” Statements.

I’m sure there were other things I heard that made me question things. Am I missing something here? I don’t mean to keep posting about this, but I don’t wanna ruin my next relationship.