Hey guys it’s been a minute since I posted. I’m just so overwhelmed with all the chaos I’ve encountered and experienced in my divorce.

So I recently finalized my divorce 2 months ago it was on terms I accepted I didn’t get steamrolled in court like I thought I would especially doing this pro per the whole time. I filed my own motions and objections timely and earned a lot of respect from our judge.

My ex had a lot of safety issues going on in her house. Ped was living there. Her recent domestic violence against me. And there was another one she was involved in with another man.

Im so tired of court but I had to go file a ex partee cause the kids have mentioned how bad it is with violence ect ect. My ex partee was granted by our judge. And I have had the kids since.

She apparently went to mental hospital and checked her self in and missed the hearing in front of the judge which he did not like.

So he scheduled a hearing and immediately paused my child support and opened another investigation with Friend of the court. I understand this may be good for me custody wise and maybe child support wise. I’m just so upset to see the woman I loved for 12 years do this to her life.

I just wanted to co-parent with her and us be there for the kids. Since then she’s pretty much abandoned the kids to me don’t check on them makes excuses for not showing up to important events.

I know her intentions was just money in court where I was truly fighting for my kids. My kids are so heartbroken over all this as I’m left here cleaning up the mess she has made. This shit has hurt my career hurt me in so many ways I wouldn’t wish this on my own worst enemy. I feel sabotaged by this woman. And yet I still cry over her and the mess she has made.

We had such a good life houses cars everything and it’s all gone or abandoned. I did what any man was supposed to do protect and provide and be there for my family.

Sorry im all over the place guys im just mentally exhausted from this shit. I hope everyone has been doing good..