Even with everything in motion and everything has been agreed upon, and knowing this was coming for a long time, there are days I feel so positive and relieved and others where the depression and stress get to me. Anybody else, the ups and downs?… this is my 2nd divorce, 2 very poor choices, feels like a bad cosmic joke or Twilight Zone but I’m also a proud step-dad and love this kid like I would my own, the agreement is I will continue to see him and can take him to do stuff. Some days it all just sucks more than I expected.