Well 8 weeks on since my STBXW and partner of 15 years told me that she no longer loved me and filed for divorce, she is moving out on 20th of this month. I have mixed feelings, as seeing her everyday has not helped me mentally or emotionally. I still love her, but now know all hope is gone. She has moved on and has a new life planned. She is in debt up to her neck (which I didn’t know about until recently). She is spending money like there is no tomorrow, on the strength of her divorce settlement. I have accepted that we are over, but I am trying to come to terms with not seeing my 8 year old son everyday. I will see him twice during the week and will have him over to the house every other weekend. I am buying her out of the family home so there at least remains one constant thing in my son’s life. I am dreading being alone. I’m 45 years old in a few weeks my STBXW is 39. With the exception of my boy, my life seems so meaningless right now.