Looking for advice on what you would have done at my stage in this separation.

Two young kids, I'm in NY state and have 59 days left in my marital home. Filed for divorce yesterday and it still doesn't feel real. Somehow, I cannot comprehend that this family life is ending and I'm being forced to become a deeply lonely person.

I'm a 5 star father and divorcing a sloppy unfaithful woman that is very different than the fun faithful girl I married.

This home is beautiful, has a garage with a huge back yard in a quiet culdesac. My new small home is decrepit, has no garage and no back yard on a busy street. I've put so much money, love, work and time into this house. I would literally give my left arm to continue living here, even with her daily harassment.

I'm crying pretty hard right now and primally screaming that this is my home... it isn't helping.

What would you do if you had less than two months in your family home? Why can't I understand that I won't belong here - one day & likely never enter my home again?