Hello, everyone! After spitting out the red pill and living my life as usual, I scored a cute girl on Tinder who actually wants to go out on a trail walk in a couple hours. Great, right? Except for one thing. I've been thinking about a repulsive aspect of the PUA ideology, that because women clearly ride the "cock carousel" during college, I should oblige her by trying to get in her pants on the first date. Redpill grossly calls this a "pump-and-dump."

Obviously, that's not what I want to do. Truth be told, I still want to fuck her, because that's how college dating is as I perceive it. However, I am willing to listen to the potential merits of abstaining (or not).

Honestly, I'm just glad to be back in the dating scene.

Edit: It’s been a couple weeks, and I wanted to update this post after being called out for my gross attitude towards dating. Nothing came of the date. I intentionally did not want to have sex with her, and the reason for this post was to explain my understanding of dating while trying to reconstruct a damaged, brainwashed mindset.

Prior to spitting the pill, I went on some “successful” tinder dates by going straight to sex. This validated and reinforced what I’d already believed. After a semester-long dry spell, I realized my loneliness couldn’t be fixed with sex, so I decided to try a different approach this time. It’s been 86 days since this post. I’m happy to say I’m truly over the Redpill, but sad that I cannot take back all the time I wasted reading all their bull. Peace.