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As a recently separated man in my 40s, I did contemplate suicide.
It wasn't worshiping pussy though, it was the woman that I loved telling me that she had cheated on me and was leaving, after I had given up having kids because she didn´t want to have any.
It was the fact that I was in a miserable position at work because I was providing for her sorry ass not working.
It was that I had grown apart from my family (I won't blame it on her, she had her issues but my family is dysfunctional as fuck on its own right).
It was that I moved to a different country to be with this woman and even though I have a couple of friends here, it is not the same as the childhood friends I still keep in my country.
It was that I had slowly given up a lot of who I was and what I liked doing, without even realizing it.
All of it added up, I felt empty. I am not sure I can explain it, but really there was nothing but a hole inside me. I felt no sadness, no pain... nothing. It was just that feeling of "I can't fell anything, so what the hell is anything worth living for".
You know why I didn't do it? My parents are still alive, in their 70s now. I didn't want them having to bury me. That's it.
Then I started realizing everything that I just explained, I started remembering how I was; who I was, over a decade ago, before I met her. I made plans. I focused on work, started giving it my all and focusing on the positives, regaining the ambition I had lost. I have started dieting, doing exercise, I am going to buy myself again a motorbike (sold mine halfway through my relationship after not using it for years). I am going to go camping again. I have my three dogs, and them and I are going to go live life and enjoy it. No women this time. Not anymore.
I will be alright.
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This situation almost never happens in reverse because women are all but useless to men and often a burden. Women are highly socially perceptive and of course, OF COURSE they know all their male "friends" eventually want to fuck them. Go watch the video "Can Men and Women Be Friends?" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_lh5fR4DMA on YouTube to see many of them confirm it on camera and just not give a shit. Women know exactly what they're doing, they just have no feeling that is wrong whatsoever, like spiders at the center of their webs. It's their privilege and imperative. Amoral.
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That's not really relevant to the 80% of guys who are non-Chads. What isn't widely understood is that women absolutely know when they are stringing guys along and, far from questioning its morality, they take real pleasure in furthering it to a maximum extent and in keeping men clueless. They love it when twelve guys are all trying to deliver her all the tea in China for a shot at her box even when eleven of them have absolutely no hope. Hell, that's a stock structure of "romance movies." Refuse to be used when your role in her drama is to deliver the goods and then die off-screen.
You could equate it to players "taking" women's sex, but sex for a lot of males just seems to be about mutual pleasure, so I don't think there's any blind sadism there. Women don't like to be exploited, but they still all love to metaphysically "eat" males as far as I'm concerned. Maybe I'm more pessimistic than most, but that's the way I see it and I stay the hell away from them.
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