Just remember that boys. Not your parents, who could have given you everything you wanted and paid for your college education, because it was THEIR choice to bring a soul into existence and play the role of father/mother (I'm not saying don't be grateful though). Not your friends, who might pressure you to do things, because it's what THEY want to do and not you. Not your peers, who are so tunnel-visioned in seeing the world from only their perspective, because THEY need validation that what they are doing is cool/right/"in". Not your teachers/mentors, who see "potential" in you, because THEY see potential in a life and plan they envisioned for you. The second any of them give you shit for not conforming to what THEY want, fuck them. Fuck them all. You're born alone and you die alone. Life is full of lost souls trying to cling onto something that will make them whole. Thats not you, that's not your role. You're a man. You're destined for something more.