Gonna start off by saying im an affetion whore.

Yes, i love hugs and kisses (lips, forehead, cheek, arm, wherever). And i like it a lot. I also give out a lot of affection.

I am currently living with my bf (yes i know. Redpill says dont live with your partner. I only heard it after it happened. We sorta decided because his mom gave us the idea).

I just wish hed spoil me more with affection. I know hes not rich. Im not rich either. He does sometimes spoil me by cooking me dinner, tucking me in when im having a bad day and just looking out for me in general.

But yeah... in the red pill perspective, im i guess a 7/10 which means i could get someone well off. But i just love this person for his kindness and his art and his smile. And he has been kind to me. I am aware that i am just someone who is an affection whore. I just want more kisses and cuddles. Sex too if thats okay but my libido is higher than his but i dont mind not having sex everyday because all in allbi enjoy his company.

Ngl... the redpill did somewhat give me some nasty ideas because sometimes i think "what i i deserve better. Im emotionally aware, i take care of myself. I go to the gym".

Tbf i do enjoy listening to more logical red pill men on youtube and reading about it. But its just not me. I guess im still living the fairytale idea about seeing the beauty within a person and falling in live with their personality.

But yes... sorry if this is a ramble... I just hope to know what i can do. Should i try to adjust to less affection or should i speak to him about it?

Ps: in my current situation, i have less physical contact with my girl friends so all the hugs i get are from my bf