While I can get hit on by people close to my age, even a lot of people, I now get rejected a lot by people younger than me too. Two years ago this was not really the case. Is it wrong that I feel disappointed by this?

The one thing about me that changed, which I think is responsible, is the growth of new white hairs in my beard eight in the front too, like on my chin. They definitely appeared for the first time some time in the last two years.

The reason I'm upset by this is that, for reasons, I have never had the opportunity to have sex with an attractive 19 or 20 year old in my entire life. Same for 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, and 26. The thing is, I want to have these experiences as a part of my bucket list before I die. This is what's disappointing me. I just want to know what it's like first hand at least once for each age in my lifetime.

I think it's a natural curiosity. In the past there was always something in the way, usually related to money and living arrangements such that I could not realistically pursue these things.

Is this wrong, and if not, do I realistically have a chance of crossing these things off my bucket list?