TL;DR : Do not erase all your emotions from your soul.

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I am 3 months after TRP ingestion. I have crushed the side bar and have worked everyday to unlearn BP conditioning. TRP implementation works spectacularly well. I have had IOIs from women I could not think of eliciting interest back in my BP days. However such a change is not without mistakes.

The girl in question was one of my TRP shooting practice target. Treated her like shit, hot/ cold etc.

So at a party she constantly hit on me, asked a thousand questions, started "kino", you get the picture. Then, as she was leaning on me, I found myself totally unable to reciprocate. I felt nothing for her. I saw her like a test tube, nothing more. Sure she could have been good fucking material, but still, I remained emotionless and nothing happened.

I was stumped by that. In my BP days I would have petted her tenderly due to an overly romantic, disneyiesques vision of male/ female relationships and would have probably turned her into a GF. I think I should have let some emotions back on board, I could have gained someting else than just a FR from that party.

As I ponder on it I also think what stopped me is that I have not yet clearly defined what I want in a relationship under TRP rules. I do not know where I am going so I do not depart.

TRP is funny, it gets me where TBP could not ( girls chasing me) but stops me from getting what TBP could ( emotional bonding).

As an aside, there were people at that party who knew me when I was BP. It is awful to see them seeing you as your old self, I felt ill at ease with them. Girls Beta Mirrors are the worst, once they saw you as a loser, it is only a loser that they will see in you. It is deleterious to you as new people read body/ eye language. Good thing there were only a few around.

Lessons learned :

1) Too much TRP will turn you into an emotionless TRP robot. Learn to keep some romantic emotions to allow you to bond with women. The tricky question is what emotions do you allow yourself to indulge in and what are your limits. Go too far in that direction and you end back in BP land.

2) Planning everything to the end applies to your entire life. You should define want you want under this new, life changing paradigm that is TRP. If you do not, you will be directionless and TRP will only produce IOIs and sterile interactions. This is a big question for me at the moment.

3) Killing the beta implies killing the people who knew you before you took the pill. Eliminate them if you can, otherwise ignore them or if you cannot avoid them isolate and communicate with them as little as possible, just have some polite, mundane stuff to say to them and leave them alone. Their presence around you is dangerous for your appearance and reputation.

Nb : First post and non-native english speaker.