I’ve been crying for 2 days straight and my anxiety is through the roof after spending a week straight with my LVM. I have every logical reason to separate myself from him. I know he doesn’t care. I know he merely sees me as placeholder. I know my emotional well being and my sexual satisfaction are not priorities to him. I know I will never be that bombshell blonde or the curvy Instagram model he wants, but it feels so devastating to know I am unwanted and unloved. I think I stick around hoping that he will recognize all of my wonderful qualities and be appreciative. I feel wrecked. I feel worthless. I hope one day I can re-gain my self-esteem and find someone who won’t treat me as a disposable option. 😢