So I have been going out dancing quite abit practicing interacting with people and specifically women. The other weekend I hit up a rave and spent the night doing something I never used to do. I just straight up danced. I have always had bad AA so I wanted to get my mind off of it and burn some of the fear away. While I kept my eyes out for potential women to open with, I kept my mind on the dancing and tried to put out the persona that I dominated the dance floor (alpha right?) and was in it for the fun, not to get some tail. I dont know if this breaks any rules but it definantly helped me relax to eventually approack a girl if I picked up any IOI's. Fast forward into the night, I'm having a blast. I spot a [7] who I just instantly fall for and decide I HAVE to at least talk to. Sure enough we make eye contact and I give a smile and recieve a smile back. I strike while the iron is hot and move in as the DJ finished his song. Not knowing what to say I ask if she wants to dance and to my surpirse she takes my hand and leads me onto the dance floor again. We dance and I make sure to step up the kino while keeping it fun. After a couple of songs we step off the floor and get talking. Immidiantly my anxiety kicks in now that my mind isnt on the dancing so Im pretty sure I sounded unconfident but I kept with it, playing off of what I consider my strengths (strong eye contact, humor). I end up spending the rest of the night with her til the end of the DJ's set and the night is winding down. She looks down at her phone to check the time so I get the immpression she is about to leave so I take a deep breath and ask if I could have her number. After a number swap I do some thing really silly (I think I winked at her) and excuse myself to go meet up with the people I came with. This is where the night got crazy for me. She asks if I want to come over to hang out since her roomate is gone. I stupidly stare at her for a second before accepting and walking back to her car, forgetting to even tll my friends where I am going. Long story short I lose my virgity and have lots of sex the rest of the weekend.

I dont know if I did the FR thing correctly but here it is. Dont honestly know what to do now other than to say I feel way better about myself, thanks Seddit. Im not an active member but the community has helped me in so many ways that I know I can apply in every aspect of life.