One year ago I realized that I have no game.

I thought I had game because I was able to get laid at frat parties.

But the problem is that at a frat party, there are 6 girls for every 1 guy. Plus being in a frat gives you an automatically high social status.

Last year I realized that my game is abysmal.

Since that time, I have been going out every weekend and hitting on dozens of girls a night.

I graduated from struggling to bag 4s and 5s to being able to get 8s and 9s.

But I have come to the realization that I can't keep this lifestyle up.

The drinking is taking a toll on my body and my wallet.

But more than that, I have realized that I am truly addicted.

I can't end a night without having some physical contact with a girl. Be it a kiss, a dance, or sex. I will stay out till 6 am sometimes until I succeed.

If I don't succeed, I end up at a strip club. I don't want to go there. But after trying so hard all night, my brain needs the dopamine.

I need to take a break from pickup. Maybe quit altogether.

Right after I get the next girl tonight.........