Tl;dr: matched with a girl on tinder, met up had drinks, ended up dating.

So, I finally got over my anxiety (altho tinder was a big help) and finally went out with a girl after a long time of hiatus. When we met up and I was just myself. Did not give a damn on appearing someone I am not. Had some drinks and that was the end of that night, but we agreed to meet up the next day and we ended up at my place.

Point is, I was really nervious on appearing weird or awkward, but then I realised that best case I get laid, worst case I have a drink. So that is that.