I don't know what it is, but somehow I was drawing girl after girl after girl who never ever wanted children.

I'm an ethnic so I don't know maybe the redacted supremacists are correct and people should be with their own kind. Not that I was opposed to my own ethnic group...they just weren't into me.

I'm at a point now where I've made a ton of bucks during the pandemic: business took the fuck out off, saved up. Ton of educational debt though.

I have literally no threshold of attractiveness or anything. They just must be someone who wants to have a child, which in this sick sterile society is apparently like finding a needle in a haystack.

Whatever, so I have spent the pandemic grinding workwise, and in the process put on a bunch of weight

Yeah wouldn't it be great if I could both stay in shape and make a bunch of money thanksimcured. I bow down to the ubermenschen who can do both, but I'm not one of them.

So it's one or the other. Money, or looks.

Which one should I/anyone do?

I've gotten plenty of girls before, but only when in shape ..and almost uniformly ones who didn't want children for whatever reason.

I'm ready to take any ludicrous measure necessary: stop working to focus completely on fitness; leaving the country; becoming poor (I hear they have more kids); becoming homeless (I hear they have more kids), whatever it fucking takes.

I feel nauseous to think of the weak, worthless men who allowed a society to come to be where the basic idea of having a family is so inaccessible. I'll curse their selfishness to my fucking grave. Insects.