I cant keep my shit together and thus fail a lot when it comes to women.

Didnt have a decent date since ever. Still a virgin in my mid twenties (kissless at that if you dont count some stupid teen games). Got nothing going for me.

All this was true just a few weeks ago. On new years eve I made one of my resolutions to lose my virginity in 2018.

And look at that, I have already done it.

[edited: 2nd date went good, closed]

The thing is, I may have gotten lucky with her but anyone can get lucky if he meets the right women. So dont give yourself up like I nearly did.