I'm struggling to understand how to keep up the energy for TRP, I'm in my early 30s and am pretty sure there's nothing medically wrong with me.

*I'm trying to understand how TRP guys have the energy to be 100% on top of game and frame all the time? *

Consider all the things a RP man has to do to be on top of it:

  • never break frame
  • Kill it at work (make lots of $$, social status)
  • Have hobbies
  • Great fashion (shop for, choose, take care of expensive clothes)
  • Look sharp all the time (hygiene time)
  • Work out lots to have great "kino"
  • Red pill reading (Rollo n books)
  • -time to meet and fuck girls- who has time/energy for that?

Part of my backstory is that not too long ago my wife told me she cheated on me in a short affair, I'm trying to RP up and improve my SMV so I can decide from a position of power what I want to do.

But honestly I find RP very difficult, to be constantly on, lifting, working, learning, rarely sitting back and enjoying/relaxing. Afterall, its competition, so whomever can put in more effort, will win. So I guess is tiredness just a way of life for RP?

Part of me says fuck it. If thats what it takes to not be cheated on, then maybe I'd rather spend the rest of my life alone, doing my own thing and getting "sex" with a pocket pussy and porn.

Aside: I dont really want to discuss the affair part, its been done at length on a different account, I know the RP position on all of that. More I need help/advice on becoming the man I want to be, if i can find the energy.