i check my email and see a email from my lawyer letting me know its final. i have very mixed emotions about this but mostly sadness as i didn't want the divorce. i sit in our house all by myself with the ghosts of the family that once was, that use to fill every room. She is on her own new path and im left to try and find mine. i know i can do it on my own just dont want to. it all happened so fast my head is still spinning just 5 months ago i thought we were in love, now she loves another. i have posted quite a bit on here and would like to thank those that helped me out by listening. I Truley hope that this community continues to support each other in our tough times