Hi, my Wife, round 3 of actually wanting to go through a divorce, is happening. Went back the first time due to the hard time our oldest was having adjusting to the change. I missed my oldest, only child at that time & 4 at the time.

Feel we are going through with it this time. Second time we didn't talk for a week then my Wife agreed to counseling. Recent events feel we may not turn back at this point.

My biggest fear is our children. Our daughter starts primary school next year. Going to one of the top schools in the area and it is by lotto. Can be easily removed from the school if any behavioral issues.

Also, worried about my youngest he is a baby. Just worried about the milestones and memories I will miss in those first year's. I won't have the same experience I had with my oldest.

It's a hard reality to accept and acknowledge will happen.

How do you survive?