Well she was messaging me for the past week that she basically missed me and said that she wanted to fix things and see all the things that happened as just a passing thing in life and try to work on us. Turns out she was just wanting me to reply and give validation because once I did finally reply she basically turn cold.

I don’t understand why do this to me but I got baited and I was dumb enough to respond. I knew better I shouldn’t have.

That’s my last fool move guys. Screw this nonsense, what am I doing, I need more self respect and that’s what I’m going to do and focus on. The last thing I need is someone else. I don’t love myself and I need to start focusing on that first. If I loved myself I would t disrespect myself so much.

Moving forward it’s about me I’m done living for others