Hi. I’m a 33-year-old man with a smaller penis (around 4 inches), one testicle, and mild hypospadias. I’ve never been in a relationship or had any physical intimacy before.

Today I decided to visit a sex worker. She was very friendly and understanding, and I told her beforehand that I was a virgin. She started with a blowjob and then we tried PIV sex. We only used 3 positions — missionary,doggy ,and her on top — but my penis kept slipping out, possibly because of the size. After that, she suggested going back to oral. She really tried to help me finish, but it didn’t happen, so I ended up finishing on my own.

I realized that sex feels meaningful to me only when there’s an emotional connection.

With her, the physical contact felt limited, though she did try to make me comfortable — even playing with my single testicle in a way that boosted my confidence and cheers up. Even she ask me to don’t overthink too much