Like the title states, I'm 2 years out from the separation, overall I feel okay. I feel I've gotten over the worst of it but I simply feel stuck. I struggle with a new purpose, it's hard because nothing seems to give me that joy and excitement about life anymore. It's not all doom and gloom, but it's not exactly sunshine and rainbows. I still struggle with the pain of betrayal as I'm afraid to open up to people and allow them into my life in any kind of meaningful way. It's hard to build new relationships as I find myself isolating more often than not. There's peace in the solitude and I don't want to lose the peace I've found, but I want more. I know I want more, but I just don't know how to take the next step. Recovering from a divorce has been the hardest thing I've ever gone through. I'm tired of my life feeling like it's on pause as I go through this funk