I've been around here for a while now, lurking back and fourth in MRP and here- I've read all the sidebar stuff, and on and off made some progress. Finally made an ALT to get more involved in these communities
Last night I slipped. We hadn't fucked in weeks, I had been keeping busy, not letting it get to me, keeping a positive demeanor despite the fact that as every day ticked by I was getting more and more frustrated. I was lying in bed, awake, fuming, and I victim puked all over the place:
"I just want to know that I'm not the only one frustrated by this"
Needless to say, this escalated into an argument, maybe more of what you could call an "airing of grievances" on my part, explaining to her how I was trying to be cool but I just couldn't fake it anymore.
I think on one hand the openness is good, but overall it was a total loss of frame- Pussy shit.
Today, wake up, drive to work, need to pull myself back together- How do you guys rebound from stuff like this? I plan to move on like nothing happened, not bring it up again, and keep fighting the fight.
Appreciate the help.