I found MRP months ago, decided to stay quiet, study the side bar, read the material, put it into practice, work on becoming a stronger, better, more attractive 27 year old man.
Rewind to the beginnings,
I got married at 22 like the blue pill bitch that I was, we had our first kid nine months later. I got fat, lazy and complacent, The sex dried up as soon as she had him and she lost all desire until we weaned him. Well, my emotions got in the way when the monkey sex came back and we decided we were ready for baby number two. It's been a year since the second son was born and in the meantime I found TRP and MRP.
Sex has been lame and the desire hasn't come back yet. I lost my desire to have sex with her over time.
I began TRP journey and have stayed true to the path about seven months ago.
I read NMMNG and there is a chapter that talked about actively choosing to not have sex for a set amount of time to prevent yourself from accepting bottom of the barrel sex and begging for it.
It's been three months now since telling her that we should take a fast from sex.
I know she's not going to have organic desire until her cycle comes back. She's in mom mode. (Yes, I know your wife started fucking you mindlessly right after your kid was born) All women are different.
My question isn't what should I do to get my wife to have sex with me. That's easy.
When should I come off of "monk mode" if that's what you want to call it. When should I start initiating sex again?
I COULD go for much longer. But to he longer I go, the more shitty I start becoming as a husband. I am feeling more and more distant. I have very little emotional attachment to her now.
Where did I go wrong? What should I do next?
(Off topic but I am very thankful for you guys. You are my brothers, you guys give hope to many men. You are doing God's work)