I've somehow fucked 20 girls off dating apps since I broke up with my ex and discovered TRP 6 months ago. I've also been lifting consistently, just hit 225lb bench.

However, lately I've been feeling pretty mentally 'weak' in regards to my frame. That is, feeling that there will always be somebody better than me out there so girls will always branch swing, a fear that I may be unfulfilled by my career and hobbies, feeling that my game is weak whenever I go more than a couple of weeks without banging a new girl. Lately when I look at pictures of myself, I feel unattractive.

It seems like I often cycle between feeling like 'the man' to this current state. One issue I've realized is that I put way too much weight on female validation (e.g. how important it is to me that I've fucked x number of girls, how I feel the need to fuck a new girl every couple of weeks, feeling bad whenever my plates don't chase). I don't really know how to fix this. I have a 6 figure career I'm focused on and am exploring hobbies but can't shake this feeling.

Is this sort of thing normal, or do more experienced RPers develop ways to prevent this?