Anytime I finish with a girl I'm usually immediately disgusted with women in general, and turn really dry and neutral for 30 minutes. All I think about during that time is my own shit, how I could be doing something more to improve my success, getting away from everyone. Overall frustrstion with chicks and other bullshit. Its like a veil is lifted and I think extremely clearly.

It almost makes me feel like I'll never settle down with a girl, because I had this thought that most of my attraction to girls stems from just my horniness alone. So when I finish, that all disappears and I want nothing to do with them.

30 mins later and that goes away and Im back to being normal. Is this healthy? I workout 5times a week, own my own business, have decent amount of plates so idk what im missing here. Wtf is wrong with me?