So without getting into detail, TRP has really changed the way I deal with women. I am successful and I attribute a lot of it to the advice here.
My problem isn’t that I don’t believe in trp but use it anyways. I actually do believe that what I am doing is the most optimal way to do things and a lot of it is rp ‘strategy’. My problem is that even though I want to be more independent and not give a fuck what other people do, and even though I act like I am independent and don’t give a shit, in my head I care so much and am completely reliant on other people for happiness. Even though I know the right thing to do is love myself first.
For example, I can know a girl is being unfaithful by being with me, I know she’s a ho, and yet I cannot separate my shining logic from the bp shit in my brain that wants to take her out and go to the park and all that gay shit. I do everything perfectly, I lay pipe, and they never suspect a thing, but inside I am weak.
I guess what I’m asking is, if you can’t stop thinking a certain way even though you know better, you know your logic is flawed, how do you absorb that truth and ditch your old ones?