Hi all,

Like many of you, I found TRP because I failed with a girl. Blabla I changed, started lifting, stopped getting into pointless arguments, stopped taking shit most of the time, etc.

I'm not sad anymore about what happened with that past girl that got me to TRP. In fact I think it's a funny story now. However at the same time my mind is riddled with stupid revenge fantasies about her and people I knew before TRP.

All those friends who barely respected me, and those girls who made no effort with me, I keep wanting them to come back and reverse the power dynamics in my favor once and for all.

It is a great motivator for me. I mostly improve to game girls in order to try and make them see that I am no longer the loser they used to know. Paradoxically since I'm so caught up in this stupid ego thing, I'm aware I still am the loser lol.

Advice to move past this? I was slowly building a social life before and I had built a solid gym habit, and even if I did all of that to satisfy my revenge fantasies, it also kept me busy. But with this whole quarantine thing going on I am alone with those thoughts and it's starting to frustrate me. Wtf do I do?