It’s Sunday evening, it’s cold and dark and I feel desperately alone and I guess depressed.

Thing is, I only feel this way because I had a girl over last night, we had hot sex, she left in the morning. Since she left I feel empty.

I know this sounds like drivel, but it happens to me every time I see a girl. I’m fairly intimate and girls always say the sex is great, I’ll save the descriptive bullshit but I fuck girls with passion as if it’s the last time I ever will.

Anyway, for whatever reason, every time I have this passionate sex, even with a girl I’ve only slept with twice before, as soon as she’s gone I feel like I’ve lost a part of me.

I’m not looking for any sympathy and I know this sounds like bp vomit, but can anyone give some insight as to what the fuck is going on and why I feel so needy?

In the spaces between seeing girls, when I’m smashing the gym and life, I feel untouchable, never lonely at all. As soon as I get intimate = instant loneliness and depression when the intimacy ends.

Fucking frustrating.