Just found this post on r/confessions. Didn’t want to crosspost the tread so here’s the text.

My girlfriend of two years broke up with me because of my size [NSFW]

I had recently gotten the chance to take my relationship a step further with my gf. I've always been self conscious of my size (2" flaccid 4" erect) and also being a virgin I was extremely nervous as to what would happen. But with the help of some random people on the internet, I built up some self esteem and went for it. It was going well. I was giving her a good time and she said it was my turn. Then proceeds.. the reveal.

She looked shocked. Then disappointed and started to laugh. TO FUCKING LAUGH. I knew she was not a virgin, but I wasn't sure the size of her last partner. I was trying not to break down from embarrassment. I must have hid it well, because she still did her thing. After about five minutes, she kinda just stopped. She told me that she needed to go somewhere, and dipped out really fast.

There I am. Sitting on my bed semi-hard with a flood of emotions flowing through my head. Mostly sadness, and shame, I guess. But whatever. I cried my way through it. Ended up playing video games and drinking for the first time in forever. It was not my best night.

Fast forward to the next day, and I start getting dms from our friend group about my "size". Sarcastic comments about how huge I was. Whatever. I shrugged it off and pushed through it. It hurt, but fuck it right? The last two messages were what broke me. One of her close friends (who never liked me) put it as "heard your dick is as small as iq, wait til [basically everyone in school] hears this". I don't know why it was that one that broke me. I'm a relatively smart person. But it was just so diminishing to my self esteem that I didn't go to school for the next three days.

When I finally went back (only because I was backing up on work) I was approached by my gf and she privately told me she wanted to head out separate ways. It was like a anvil being dropped on my heart. We had been together for a while, and I thought it was going great but... I guess not. I hear since then she has already found a new boyfriend and I have basically been shunned among our old friend group.

I'm sad, lonely and defeated. I really don't know what to fucking do. I'm sitting here in bed in the middle of the night typing this with tears in my eyes. What do I fucking do